{"id":2368,"date":"2012-05-14T09:07:16","date_gmt":"2012-05-14T05:07:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blogblog\/?p=2368"},"modified":"2012-05-14T09:10:31","modified_gmt":"2012-05-14T05:10:31","slug":"1st-mothers-day-without-her","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/2012\/05\/1st-mothers-day-without-her\/","title":{"rendered":"1st Mother&#8217;s Day Without Her"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_2369\" style=\"width: 629px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blogblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/20XmasSeattle1955.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2369\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2369\" title=\"20XmasSeattle1955\" src=\"http:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blogblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/20XmasSeattle1955.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"619\" height=\"605\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/20XmasSeattle1955.jpg 619w, https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/20XmasSeattle1955-300x293.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 619px) 100vw, 619px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2369\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Irene and William Lampe - December 1955 - my mother is pregnant with her first daughter, Clarissa Rizal Lampe<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Irene passed away last year on the 4th of July; she was 86 years old.\u00a0 This is the first Mother&#8217;s Day without her; somehow as much as I tried to feel okay about this day with my family members, I couldn&#8217;t help but feel melancholy &#8211; it was always such a special day when our mother was alive.\u00a0 And even though I am not only a mother of 3 but a grandmother of 4, I&#8217;m not in any mode to celebrate myself in that role.\u00a0 I must look for another element&#8230;I&#8217;ll celebrate my daughters as mothers.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Irene passed away last year on the 4th of July; she was 86 years old.\u00a0 This is the first Mother&#8217;s Day without her; somehow as much as I tried to feel okay about this day with my family members, I couldn&#8217;t help but feel melancholy &#8211; it was always such a special day when our [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[65,19,55],"tags":[63,38],"class_list":["post-2368","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-two-cents-and-then-some","category-honoring-others","category-family-friends-relatives","tag-irene-loling-sarabia-lampe","tag-william-lampe"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2368","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2368"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2368\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2371,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2368\/revisions\/2371"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2368"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2368"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarissarizal.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2368"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}