An Afternoon In the Blanco Basin

The basic sketch using oil pastels – Clarissa Rizal

I first heard about the beautiful Blanco River Basin from my friend, Nancy Vidal who has lived in Juneau, Alaska for nearly 40 years.  When I moved to Pagosa Springs, Colorado 21 years ago, she said her family had a home in the Upper Blanco Basin.  In fact, we met a a few folks who still live in the basin who grew up with Nancy and her family.   A couple of days ago, I spent an afternoon with Dan in the Basin during a sunny, early Springtime day.  Dan enjoyed his time photographing this awesome landscape while I did my very first landscape drawing.  Such a fine day!

According to one of the few resident’s perspective of Square Top Mountain in the Blanco Basin, “…this is the front side of the mountain…”

I felt right at home here in the Basin with big mountains, some scarred with barren slopes of glacial markings and others covered with evergreens; the Blanco River ran clear and steady sparkling in the sun like Alaska on a rare sunny day.

The Upper Blanco River; Pagosa Springs, Colorado – when we compare the size of our rivers in Alaska to the size of the rivers here in the Southwest, we are reminded about how big everything is in Alaska.

In 99% of my photographs in my blog entries I do not use Photoshop to enhance colors or change my photographs.  I am making note of this herein because the intensity of the blue skies in these photos indeed capture the nature intensity in these photos.

The Hare Ranch, Upper Blanco Basin, Pagosa Springs, Colorado – and yes, folks (especially those of us in the North Country), the sky is really that blue here in the Southwest…!

Supplies for on-site drawing: Nice folding wooden chair, drawing pad, oil pastels, water bottle and chips with a hand-woven basket to stash it all.

I totally forgot I have a portable easel that I could have used; oh well, there will be a next time because I have every intention of doing more “plen-air” landscapes this year!  I love being outdoors in beautiful country in great weather, either gathering foods for winter, gathering supplies for weaving and now the bug of creating art images outdoors has gotten under my skin!

Clarissa Rizal’s Chilkat & Ravenstail Weaving Class Schedule – Summer 2014

Chilkat Weaving Class taught by Clarissa Rizal and Lily Hope at SEARHC’s Board Room, Juneau, Alaska — July 2010 — L to R:  Fausto Paulo, Mary Ebona Miller, Gail Dabaluz, Trisha Makaily, Leandrea Makaily, Catrina Mitchell, Ricky Tagaban, Lily Hope, & Jeanette Tabor

As of this date March 10, 2014, there are five Chilkat or Ravenstail weaving classes Clarissa will be teaching this Summer in Alaska, Yukon, B.C. and Washington State; here’s her schedule (subject to change depending on additional classes):

Chilkat Weaving Class held at Catrina Mitchell’s home, Juneau, Alaska — 2010

1).  One Day “Gain-Confidence-In-Chilkat-Skills Class held the day after Celebration 2014 in Juneau, Alaska:  Sunday, June 15th; 9am to 3pm  Location: TBA     For a description of the class, costs, etc., please read the blog entry with specific details of this class by clicking here.

For further information and sign up, please contact Clarissa at:  clarissa@www.clarissarizal.com

Chilkat and Ravenstail weavers taught by Ann Smith and Clarissa Rizal gather on the back deck of the Kwaanlin Dun Cultural Center on the Yukon River, Whitehorse, Yukon Territory – June 2013

2).  Ann Smith will be teaching Ravenstail and Clarissa will be teaching Chilkat Weaving during the week of the Adaka Festival at the Kwaanlin Dun Cultural Center in Whitehorse, Yukon Territory, Canada — June 27th through July 3rd, 2014

To see photos and read about last year’s Chilkat/Ravenstail weaving class taught by Ann and Clarissa during the Adaka Festival 2013, click here.

To inquire or sign up for this year’s class, contact Charlene Alexander, Executive Coordinator of the Adaka Festival

The cabin of Chilkat Weaving demonstration at the Teslin “Celebration 2013” in Teslin, Yukon Territory

3).  Clarissa will teach a two-week Ravenstail Weaving Class July 6 through July 21st, at the Teslin Cultural Center on the shores of Teslin Lake.  We will weave a headband; all equipment, supplies and materials will be provided.

Click here to see photos and read about last year’s Chilkat Weaving Gathering and Demo in the cabin which is part of artist’s demonstration during Teslin’s Biennial Celebration 2013.

Inquire or sign up with Melaina Sheldon at the Teslin CC at:  Melaina.Sheldon@ttc-teslin.com

4).  (Note:  There will be just a 3-day break from the Ravenstail weaving class in Teslin to demonstrate at the Atlin Music Festival in Atlin, B.C., the weekend of July 11, 12 & 13th.  The Teslin class students (and the Whitehorse or any Alaskan weavers)  have the option to demonstrate weaving at the Atlin Music Festival; though your attendance is not required. We will resume the second week of the Ravenstail weaving class in Teslin on Tuesday, July 15th, ending July 21st. )

To see photos and read about last year’s weaving demonstration at the Atlin Music Festival, click here

Teahonna James demonstrates at the Atlin Music Festival, Atlin, B.C., Canada – July 2013

5).  A beginner’s Chilkat or Ravenstail weaving class in Yakutat  is tentatively scheduled for Sunday, July 27 through Thursday, July 31st.  Specifics TBA – stay tuned!

6).  Clarissa will be teaching Chilkat weaving during a Chilkat Weavers’ Retreat held on Vashon Island, Washington State, during the week of September 9th to the 16th.  You must have prior weaving experience and a project already started on your loom.

See more photos and read last year’s blog entry on the Beach House Retreat by clicking here.

Class size is limited to 10 students.  For more information and sign up for this year’s Retreat, please contact Sue Shotridge at:  sue@shotridgestudios.com

Chilkat Weaving Retreat will be held at the Beach House on Vashon Island, Washington State

It’s All in the Bag: Transporting Chilkat/Ravenstail Weaving Looms

Easy carrying of two 36″ Chilkat weaving looms – the 36-inch loom is generally used for weaving dance aprons, a pair of leggings, a child-size robe, or anything smaller

Each of our Chikat and Ravenstail weaving looms are hand crafted by a local woodworker; it’s not like we can just order these on eBay, Amazon or any fabric or yarn store.   Not yet, anyway!   Most of our weaving looms are collapsible for easy transport to and from classes, to and from our auntie’s or friend’s house, and to and from the art shows or demonstrations.   We need a variety of size of bags to transport our various-sized weaving looms.

Top “wrap-about” zipper of the fabulous Manfrotte (Model # MBAG120PM) for Microphone and music stands – which in this case,  thanks to Preston for gifting me this bag, is converted into a Chilkat weaving loom carrying case!

I have hand-made the smaller weaving 24″ looms bags like the black leather one below; however, I need very sturdy, resilient bags for the much larger weaving looms.  I have used  ski bags with wheels for my 7″ weaving looms, snowboard bags for my 6′ and 5′ weaving looms and most recently this padded microphone/music stand bag with the wrap-around zippered entry at one end!

Two types of weaving loom bags for a 24″ hardwood loom: the black leather bag with button and beadwork trim was made by Clarissa Rizal nearly 25 years ago, and the green cotton bag with front pouch is a yoga mat bag. Both of shoulder straps

When traveling across country by boat, car or plane with a large weaving loom, I recommend owning a padded, sturdy bag, preferrably with wheels!   I have traveled annually with my weaving looms of all size for nearly 30 years.  I know the ropes, folks —  it’s all in the bag!

“Ishmael” by Daniel Quinn

“Ishmael” – a novel by Daniel Quinn — 1st published in 1992

I highly recommend this novel.  If there ever was a story that could help explain the differences between any of the Indigenous cultures around the world and the Western way of living, this is the story.  After the first 40 years of my life I evolved into becoming aware of the differences; writer Daniel Quinn explains it eloquently and he tells it like the way our elders would have:  through a written version of an “oral history” between a Gorilla and a man.

While escaping from the cold in Alaska and Colorado and healing at my friend’s home in the 80 degree warmth of Scottsdale, Arizona this past month, I had some time to actually read because I had to do what is called “bed rest.”  Doctor’s orders.   There are only a couple of things that can keep me in bed, and book-reading is one of them!  Since I was required to rest because of that past bout with Pneumonia, I raided my friend’s bookshelf!  Golly, what a feast!

I cannot remember the last time I created the luxury of reading books.  It’s been at least 4 or 5 years.   “Ishmael” kept me rested!

To purchase a copy of this book on Amazon, please click here

 

Love, Love, Love: Happy Valentine’s Day!

The “LOVE” Sculpture at the Scottsdale Civic Center in downtown Scottsdale, Arizona

After over a week, I finally got out of the house a few days ago and attended an outdoor concert at the Scottsdale Civic Center park.   There was this sculpture attracting kids and adults alike to hang all over it.  Isn’t that what love is like:  we just “hang in there” like it’s never gonna go outa style!?

Healing Pneumonia: With Antibiotics or Naturally?

Make a Castor oil pack with: Castor oil, flannel fabric, & Pure Herbs “5 Oils” – saturate cloth with castor oil mixed with about 4 drops of the “5 Oils”, place on chest, put a piece of plastic between the pack and your clothing; let sit on chest while resting, napping or at bedtime

With a relentless cough that was into it’s third week, I suspected that I may have had Bronchitis, but when the doctor said I had Pneumonia, it was hard to believe!… (Me, Clarissa Rizal has pneumonia!?  How is that possible!?)  He prescribed antibiotics of course and when I asked him what the side effects were, he hesitated for a moment and replied:  “…nausea, vomiting, headaches, intestinal disorder…” to which I said to myself, “okay, no problem, I can take supplements that would counterbalance those disorders.” —-  Ha!  After reading the clinic’s handout on the side effects of the antibiotic for Pneumonia; NOT!

One of the best remedies when catching the flu virus symptoms or any time you have any flu-like symptoms: the homeopathic remedy Oscillococcinum — most health food stores carry them — and even Fred Meyers has it!

I was about to take the antibiotic, when I decided to read the four-page document on the antibiotic BEFORE!  Good thing I did; it was quite the eye-opener and educational experience.   This is what I discovered: 

My cough began during the 2nd week of the flu (mid-January); up until two days ago I had been taking cough drops and cough medicines to get rid of the cough to no avail – after three weeks of coughing, the intensity peaked over a week ago.  So this being said, a pneumonia that sets in during the course of the flu virus is a viral pneumonia as opposed to the bacterial pneumonia.  I have the viral pneumonia.  Hello!?!?!

The Levofloxacin antibotic prescribed to me would not help rid me of the virus because (according to the clinic’s handout they gave me):   “…an antibiotic is for a bacterial infection, not a viral infection.  Pneumonia caused by the flu virus may be treated with an antiviral medicine and most other viral infections must run their course – viral infections will not respond to antibiotics.”

These herbs were recommended for my personal immune system support – from Pure Herbs, Ltd.  A half dropper-full of each in 4 oz of water once/day first thing in morning, though because of the acute condition of Pneumonia, I added another dose just before bedtime.  Click here for Pure Herbs website

Okay, we got that straight:  the antibiotics the doc prescribed me will not work because I have the viral pneumonia as opposed to the bacteria pneumonia.  So back to the side effects the doc mentioned.  Well…according to the three-page hand-out the clinic provided for me about the antibiotic, here is the comprehensive list of the ADDITIONAL, real side effects, and mind you I quote this info right off their hand-out sheet:

These herbs were recommended for me to strengthen my heart, brain and immune system – A half dropper-full of each in 4 oz of water once/day first thing in morning, though because of the acute condition of Pneumonia, I added another dose just before bedtime

“Levoflaxacin, a fluoroquinolone antibiotic, can cause serious side effects.  Some of these serious side effects could result in death.  If you have any of the following serious side effects while you take Levofloxacin, get medical help right away…”

“If you have any of the following symptoms of a severe allergic reaction:

  • hives
  • trouble breathing or swallowing
  • swelling of the lips, tongue, face
  • throat tightness, hoarseness
  • rapid heartbeat
  • faint
  • skin rash”

Now hold on, this list is just the beginning,….there’s a whole lot more….

Natural antibiotics and immune support: Mullein and Goldenseal tinctures, Echinacea capsules and Elderberry syrup – A half dropper-full of the two tinctures in 4 oz of water once/day first thing in morning, directly before lunch and because of the acute condition of Pneumonia, I added another dose just before bedtime – One capsule of the Echinacea taken at the same time, and directly afterwards a teaspoon of the Elderberry Syrup — NOTE:  Golden Seal and Echinacea should only be taken for brief episodes of not more than a week on Golden Seal and not more than two weeks on Echinacea.  If you anything different, then follow that rule.

“Other severe responses include:

  1. Tendon rupture or swelling of the the tendon (tendinitis)
  2. Worsening of myasthenia gravis ( a problem that causes muscle weakness)
  3. Liver damage damage (hepatotoxicity)
  4. Central Nervous System Effects (Seizures, hear voices, hallucinations, paranoia, suicidal, headache with blurred vision)
  5. Intestine infection (Pseudomembranous colitis)
  6. Changes in sensation and possible nerve damage (Peripheral Neuropathy) – The nerve damage may be permanent in arms, hands, legs or feet
  7. Serious heart rhythm changes (QT prolongation and torsades de pointes)…may cause an abnormal heartbeat and can be very dangerous.
  8. Joint Problems
  9. Changes in Blood sugar
  10. Sensitivity to Light”

Do you think I want to take any chances in attracting any or all of these (possibly permanent) conditions?  Heck no!  (Pardon my French!)

ceramic Netipot and Netipot salt – The cleansing of the sinuses via the Netipot is an East Indian tradition.  During the period I had my Pneumonia, I also had a sinus infection which also affected my ears (a normal connection).  I performed the cleansing of my sinuses twice daily first thing in the morning and because of the acute condition of Pneumonia, I added another Netipot session directly after dinner

SO WHAT DID I LEARN IN THIS DOCTOR’S VISIT?

  1. I was diagnosed with pneumonia; good, now I can remedy the situation accordingly
  2. ALWAYS READ THE FINE PRINT!!!

So with the assistance of my kids and a couple of my friends, who had researched healing Pneumonia naturally, I compiled a few remedies and my rigorous regime that I share with you here in these photos.  Remember, this is the regime I created for myself.  You can copy exactly what I did, or you can modify to your desire; it’s up to you.  Use your intuition and common sense.  Keep tabs on your recovery.  Little by little, depending on your recovery time, you will decide which remedy you will decrease and/or cease.

In the olden days way before the use of pharmaceuticals, we knew how to remedy ourselves of illnesses.  Some day we are going to go back to those ways.  It’s always good to know a little bit about natural ways of healing for the preservation of this knowledge for future generations.

OH, and one more thing:  Did you know pneumonia is highly contagious?  Be mindful; be full of care.

Supplements: 1000mg vitamin C, L-lysine, Probiotics, Vitamin B Food Complex taken during meals.   The Vitamin C and Vitamin B Food Complex I’ve taken once a day for many years.  I take L-Lysine whenever I think cankersores or a cold sore is about to spring up on my lip, and the Probiotic I have taken once in a blue moon if I’ve got intestinal stuff going on —-  In this acute case of Pneumonia, I upped the daily dosages to:  5 capsules of 1000mg of Vitamin C (or “bowel tolerance” amount),  2 L-Lysine, 6 capsules of Probiotics, and the regular dose of 1 Vitamin B tablet.

The first day of this regime was quite the day.  I spent four consecutive hours doing nothing else but taking remedies, making and eating meals, resting with the castor oil pack, making and drinking the concoctions and cooking and eating the potassium broth; then, I did the main part of the cycle all over twice again, once in the afternoon and once again at night — this rigorous regime took a total of 12 hours!  hello!  By the time 10pm rolled around, I was whooped!  So I devised a method to be more efficient…

A roomy pillbox to be used as a 7-day container OR to hold your variety of supplements —

Organization is the name of my game to be keep my efficiency strong because I am a very goal-oriented person; my daily activities and projects are numerous (even though I don’t get anything done when I am not well, BUT my mind is still racing with what I WANT to get done! haha!)

I devised a couple of methods to keep track of my efforts to heal self AND to be more efficient so I had time to rest!  I used two tools:  above is the pillbox with the specific number of daily supplements I took, and below is a chart that I referred to many times to keep me on track.

To assist you in keeping track of what remedy you took when, create a chart. — With more than 20 remedies to take either before, during or after meals, this was the only way I could remember! (and besides that, like I said, I like being organized!) — I labeled the days of the week on the left of the columns and the name of the remedy at the top with the amounts per day (as shown)…this chart is one half of two pages of remedies!

What is your diet?  With any type of respiratory ailment, and at least while you are healing your self, stay away from mucous-causing foods such as all dairy products:  All!  There are no exceptions. No corn.   And for those of you who have a difficult time eliminating sugar and wheat, just remember, the length of time is only during the time you are trying to heal.  Once you are well and feeling 100% better, go ahead and get back to your “normal” diet.

Baked Garlic — Yum!!! Directly after the doctor’s diagnosis, I baked a week’s worth of garlic — meaning: I ate one entire bulb of garlic per day in one sitting! That’s equal to 15-20 cloves of garlic. If you have a weak stomach, maybe 3 or 4 cloves from the bulb would be safe for you; intake all depends on you and your body.  Warning:  You will smell like roasted garlic, but hey, do you want to heal yourself naturally or suffer!? — To Bake Garlic:  Place whatever number of garlic bulbs you want to cook on a cookie sheet and place in preheated 350 degree oven for 35-45 minutes.  It’s that simple! —  Immediately after I ate that first bulb of garlic, my grogginess and headache disappeared! Wow, now THAT is a remedy!!!

The following are invigorating, healthy, supportive, non-invasive, no-side-effect-drinks that will help revive your spirit, mind and body.  Drink at least once cup per day.

Boil about 1 tsp. fresh grated ginger in 2 qts. water for about 15 minutes, strain and drink a cup once a day – can add honey but I prefer the enjoyment of its strong, simple taste (must be the Asian in me!) — great for circulation and warmth

I forgot to photograph my “potassium broth” before I finished it off last night (oh well, it looks like chicken stew without the chicken!).    Potassium helps heal the lining of your lungs.  If you have any heart conditions, do not take this broth!   The potassium broth can be juiced raw or you may steam the veggies and eat the entire “soup.”  Here’s the recipe for one serving of raw, juiced broth:

* 4 cloves garlic * 2 radishes * 2 big carrots * 2 stalks celery * a couple of pinches of parsley * water

I didn’t want mine raw.  Luckily we have the option to steam a version and create a potassium soup using a lot more than the ingredients above.  My recipe was something like this:

1 bulb baked garlic, peeled and chopped, then  wash and chop the following:  *8 carrots * 6 stalks celery * 2 zuchinni * 1 bunch radishes  — place all in pot and cook in 3 quarts of water — after veggies are soft, then add a big handful of chopped parsley —- chow down as much as you can stand; it’s a wonderful soup to aid lousy-feeling lungs!  This pot was enough for 4 large servings!  I had one serving per day for 4 days!

1 TBSP Bragg’s organic Apple Cider Vinegar in 8 oz. glass water two to three times per day before, during or after meals – helps detoxify system as you strengthen and maintain your immune system — I cannot say enough about this all-time remedy maintain the general health of an individual, animal or human!

You will figure out your own regime depending upon what remedies you decide to take.  Like I said, I did this entire regime.  The first day, I didn’t know what the heck I was doing so I didn’t have the “schedule” down pat.  After the first couple of days, I figured out a more efficient method based on what I had to take, before, during, or after meals.  Here’s my schedule broken up into morning, noon and night:

MORNING upon rising in this order:  * heat water for lemon water drink * brush teeth * drink 1 glass water * drink 1st set of herbs in 4 ozs. water * netipot (allows first herbs to pass through system 15  minutes, before taking second set) * drink 2nd set of herbs in 4 ozs. water * place two drops of “5 Oils” onto back of neck  * wash up/get dressed  * drink 2nd glass water  * take Echinacea/goldenseal/mullein tinctures in 4 ozs. water followed with 1 tsp. Elderberry syrup * make breakfast and eat *  make lemon/honey drink and take supplements of Vitamin B, Vit C, Probiotics and Biosil directly after breakfast  *  brush teeth * drink 3rd glass water * fill humidifier, place on high or low

Drink two 8 oz servings, one in late morning and late afternoon of this wonderful, soothing, zesty concoction to ease sore throat & up your Vitamin C intake: Pour hot boiled water in a mixture of 1/2 Lemon juiced into mug, add 1 to 2 tsp. Honey — Stir and enjoy!

AFTERNOON in this order* drink 4th glass water  * take Echinacea/goldenseal/mullein tinctures in 4 ozs. water followed with Elderberry syrup * netipot (allows herbs to pass through system 15  minutes, before eating)  * make lunch and eat * Eat one bulb of garlic (15-20 cloves in one bulb) *  make lemon/honey drink and take supplements of Vit C, Probiotics and Biosil directly after lunch  *  brush teeth * drink ginger drink * place castor oil pack on chest, lay down and rest

Drink at least 6 to 8 cups of pure, clean water per day – Yes, that’s on top of all the other liquid concoctions during the healing of Pneumonia! — It’s extra special and easier to drink the water if it’s in a hand-blown glass like this one!  If it’s hard for you to drink water, having a special glass helps ease the chore! 

EVENING in this order* drink 6th glass water * drink 1st set of herbs in 4 ozs. water * make dinner * take Echinacea/goldenseal/mullein tinctures in 4 ozs. water followed with 1 tsp. Elderberry syrup * Eat dinner *  make lemon/honey drink and take supplements of Vitamin B, Vit C, Probiotics and Biosil directly after dinner  * netipot (allows first herbs to pass through system 15  minutes, before taking second set) * drink 2nd set of herbs in 4 ozs. water * place two drops of “5 Oils” onto back of neck  * wash up/get dressed for bed  * drink 2nd glass water   * brush teeth * fill humidifier, place on high or low * castor oil pack on chest

During the course of the day, in between meals, you may take extra Vitamin C as much as your bowels can stand (it’s called “bowel tolerance”- like how much Vitamin C can your body stand before your stools become diarrhea?  As soon as that happens, you know that that is how much vitamin C your body can have, so keep track of your amounts).  Mine can stand 5 capsules of 1000mg of Vitamin C.

You can also include other teas and drinks like “Throat Coat” and “Breathe Easy”, orange juice, apple/cranberry juice, etc.  Remember these drinks do not count as your water intake.  Water is very different than drinks, teas, etc.

A humidifier is a must when healing any respiratory dis-ease!   The moisture will help break up the mucous in your lungs.  I filled this humidifier twice a day, first thing at sunrise and last thing after sunset. If you’d like, you may add a couple drops of eucalyptus or peppermint oil to the water.

Make sure your spittoon is available to you the entire night through.  You want to relieve your body of that mucous.  I have noticed that most of my big coughing spells were at 2 am and 4 am  I also noticed that I coughed more laying down than when I was upright.   I kept my spittoon close at hand all day long too!

If you don’t have a fancy spittoon, create one from a brown paper bag. To keep the bag open, fold the top edge of the bag down. Place in plastic bag. After you’ve discarded your used Kleenex into the spittoon, this creates a buffer barrier to catch any spit and mucous, therefore eliminating the use of Kleenex thereafter. A spittoon accommodates to the amount of mucous your body will be expelling during this healing process.

Rest.  I cannot say this enough.  Rest.  I am not good at this, but maybe you are.  There are only a couple of things that can keep me in bed; reading books is one of them.  I read more books in the past couple of weeks than the past 10 years.  It was all good.

Play soothing classical music like Traichovsky’s “Nutcracker Suite.”

Okay, there you have it!  A natural method of healing Pneumonia!  If you or anyone else you know has Pneumonia, you may try any and/or all these remedies!  I suggest you do research on line for more natural remedies.

I’ve been on this regime for 9 days.  As of this day, February 11th,  I am 90% better.  I am cutting back on the dosages of the herbs, Echinacea, Elderberry, Goldenseal and Mullein.  I am beginning to take only 3 capsules each of Vitamin C and Probiotics.  I have quit doing the Netipot; my sinuses are back to normal.  Though I continue making sure that no matter what I have at least 5 to 6 cups of good water a day!  I plan on continuing an extension of this regime for another week just to make sure I am in the clear.

I am a testament to healing my body naturally instead of taking the risk of using antibiotics that would not have cured me anyway because like I said, antibiotics work on a bacterial infection not the viral infection that I have.

Today is really my very first full day to work; it’s great to be back!

While detoxing your pneumonia, coughing up balls of mucous is “normal.”   To help keep your teeth, gums and the rest of your digestive track healthy, brush your teeth at least three times a day — who knows what’s in that mucous! — Let’s avoid finding out!

Spiritual folks say that attracting pneumonia is a reflection of the person experiencing deep grief and/or a death wish.  This couldn’t be more true for me.  This past Winter since end of November 2013, I have been grieving the loss of my parents.  Although my father passed 5 years ago this past December and my mother passed 3 years ago this July, in those years I was experiencing a lot of other major losses and adjusting to all the changes all at once.  This past year has been the first year in 7 years that I am just beginning to feel a bit settled down and I guess the grieving of my parents was delayed until this past Winter.

During this bout with Pneumonia, I realized at one point that I was grieving my parents because over the past three months, anytime anyone brought up the subject of their parents (who were still alive), I would cry silently.  I longed to talk to my parents.  I wanted to share the joy of their great-grandchildren (my grandchildren) together.  I wanted to see them having fun with my kids being parents.  I wanted my grand-children to get to know their great-grandparents and be old enough to remember them when they passed.  During my illness, there were many times I cried deeply as I remembered my parents.   Now, as I am closing in on healing myself of this illness that has plagued me intensely for the past three weeks, I know I am almost done with coughing up all the “grief” out of my lungs.  Letting go.

Sigh…We live and learn.

William and Irene Lampe walk the path along Twin Lakes enjoying the daisies – Juneau, Alaska – July 2007 — One day many years ago, before going out the door to walk the dog, Irene grabbed some of William’s packets of daisy seeds –  she spread the seeds along the Twin Lakes path. The daisies grew, spread their seeds and now many years later thanks be to Irene, we have big patches of daisies between the lakes and the old highway!

Good-bye Mom and Dad.  I sure miss you; I sure love you!

 

 

 

Additions To Our Lives

Clarissa’s four grandchildren, Bette, Louis Violet and Amelie – with another on its way due at end of July 2014

When we are young, we don’t think about the things middle-agedness and old-age may bring us.  We are thinking about getting through the day-by-day stuff and we may plan a little bit into the future maybe 5 years down the road.  The thoughts about preparing for being middle-aged and old-aged are the farthest things from our minds let alone taking action to prepare for it.  That’s like doing everything you can now to prepare for having the perfect experiences in having a baby and raising that kid!  uh-huh.  Live is an ever-changing, ever-learning experience as we grow up, plateau and then “grow-down.”  We learn as we go.

I thought that possibly I would have grandchildren but I really didn’t know what that would look like, nor did I know how I would feel once these kids came into being.  With the addition of these young souls in my life, I’m doing things right now to help provide me with the feeling that I have the time to truly be with my kids.  I say “feeling” because much of the time, when I am with them, I might be there in person, but because I am a full-time artist and the income I make is entirely from my art business, I’m always thinking of my work.  (And all of you who have been a full-time, self-employed artist know exactly what I am talking about—-we do not have the luxury of leaving the office and the rest of the night or weekend is free—-that’s because we ARE the office and we carry our business mind-set wherever we go!).

So for me to FEEL the freedom of truly hanging out with my grandchildren, I’ve got to know that every month my bills will be paid.  That is hard to do with sporadic income.  So I am making attempts to diversify my income.  Diversification doesn’t mean that I will quit doing art for income; it means that I am adding other ways to make income.

Like I said, I am making additions to my life so that I can feel the freedom of truly being with the greatest of all my additions:  my grandchildren!

Post Indian Warriors: Creating a New Consciousness in Native America

 

“Diving Whale Lovebirds” Chilkat dance robe by Clarissa Rizal – on the ferry (Alaska Marine Highway) to Skagway, Alaska – June 2013

Here’s a link recently posted January 27th on U-tube to a brief video clip created by the Penn Museum in Philadelphia:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tx1uvgmXP48 

Postindian Warriors: Creating a New Consciousness in Native America highlights the influential work of Anishinaabe writer and activist, Gerald Vizenor. Vizenor’s expressions of “survivance” and “Postindian” reject Native American histories of absence and domination, and focus instead on the active presence of Native America today. Tlingit artists Nicholas Galanin and Clarissa Rizal speak about the importance of movement and change in their lives and work as well.

About the project:
Penn Museum’s Native American Voices Video project, completed in 2011, was conducted over fourteen months with support from the Annenberg Foundation and Gregory Annenberg Weingarten. The project resulted in the creation of Postindian Warriors: Creating A New Consciousness in Native America, five short videos about contemporary Native America for inclusion in the long-term exhibition, Native American Voices: The People – Here and Now. Five 8 minute films were produced to highlight important themes that emerged from the discussions.

The interviews were in May 2011.   My paintings on the wall were “in-progress”; and, obviously same with the Chilkat robe on the loom “Jennie Weaves An Apprentice” completed in August 2011.

I’ve Become a Flare Copter Distributor

L to R: Package of three flare-copters, copter & the slingshot

You are probably wondering what a toy has to do with designing and creating art?  Like what does this toy have to do with the artist who is blogging this site!?  Well, it’s real simple.  At the beginning of this year I decided I wasn’t going to create and market my art for my main mode of income.  After 37 years of living hand-to-mouth creating and selling art, frankly, I am tired of it.  It’s about time I diversify my income.  About a month ago, when I saw this toy in Durango, Colorado, it brought me so much joy over such a simple thing, I had to buy sets for each one of my children and grandchildren (and one for me and my friend Margie, of course!).  And now I’ve become a distributor!

Do we want a happy artist creating happy work making stress-free happy income?  Flare copter is one of  my answers!

The Flare Copter is the LED Slingshot Helicopter.  Click here and visit the Flare Copters website and find out what fun you’re missing!  You can also purchase them on line via Amazon.  OR the next time you see me, ask me about my favorite toy!

 

Taking Voice Lessons

Brett Manning’s Voice Lessons on CDs and DVDs

January 12th was my first day of voice lessons.  It’s so much fun.  I practice while I am weaving.  It’s perfect.  I decided to take voice lessons because I know I can carry a tune in a bucket, but I decided it’s time to make that bucket resonate with it’s maximum voice capacity all its very own.

After singing with Preston’s band and knowing fully well that we will be doing another recording session within the next six months, I want to be able to put my best foot forward, or at least give it a little shoe!  I also want to encourage our Native singers of our traditional songs to learn how to sing better; to learn how to harmonize, and to really put our beautiful traditional songs into another light.  I’ve wanted this for years,…and it’s about time I get that ball rolling.

I researched on the internet and found Brett Manning’s course at http://www.singingsuccess.com/

I like his approach to singing:  “….if you can speak a language, you can sing…we’ll show you how…it’s real simple…relax…”

Already after just three days of simple exercises, I can FEEL the difference in my throat AND in my body.  This is a 6-month course.  I’m sticking by it.  I want to see, hear and feel who comes out of my body!